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Title: Know It to Be True
Rating: M
Pairing: Kara/Leoben
Setting: Maelstrom. Dreams are more than what they appear to be.
Warnings: dubcon (dream). Very shippy.
Words: 572

Written for the [livejournal.com profile] bsg_epics pentathlon.

Author Note: This was inspired by a theory about cylon spines glowing.



It looms large and overpowering. It haunts you, it draws you in. You feel it seep into your skin as it did as a child and you know it seeks you as much as you seek it - whatever it is. But you know, don’t you, Kara? You know that it is fear and death. You know that that is your calling card to exit this place and go looking for the voice that yells and the cadenzza that’s playing in the next room; the pain and pleasure beyond the glass.

You know it.

And it has to go.

So you wipe it out in anger as you created it in such. You edit out every last brush stroke and stab. Work your fingers in again to undo the motions, up and down, the velocity drawing you to move fast, switch and turn. Until you can’t.

For he’s here: his foot steps towards you the quiet before the crescendo. His hands, pregnant, longing, wilful... all over you.

Then he whispers... tells you, you can’t escape your destiny.

And gods, how despite it, you want him. How you crave the energy and feel as the first throes slam through you - breasts, belly and womb; hard and fast, like his body. He pins you, and you kiss him back, before falling together, his mouth trailing down your throat, across your skin, burning hot like crossfire.

Pressed so close, silently, you whisper him a sweet surrender. Demand he do the same. You adore his beauty, his willingness to serve; his willing ignorance of your lack of innocence and his want to take away your darkness and make it his own. To make you see it only in him, and no longer you. It’s why you are here. You love him.

And he hears... inside, whispered through halls and water, he hears.

He rears up.

But he wants to hear it said; binding you with words as well as body and soul. And he wants to hear it now, here, in this place, in this world. And because it’s true, you tell him.

“I love you.”

Decent. Want. It comes back.

You miss his spine glowing in being swallowed by his faith.

 ***

I see the love that binds all living things together.

I do love you, Kara Thrace.

It wasn't a total loss, we were able to salvage certain things. Certain medical samples. Like your ovary.

Kacey, this is Kara. Your mother.

You know that she's yours, you just won't admit it.

I love you.

I’ll never forget this moment.

***

You see it differently now. It’s no longer fear and death. It’s love and life, changing and reassuring - the creation of all things possible.

It gives you peace.

And at the end of what was, you see him. He’s sitting near the edge of the desert, watching people traverse the perils of sand; witnessing like you do, the cycle of life and death.

"I didn’t lie to you. She was, is, ours.”

His spine had grown red, a band between blue and yellow, and you know it to be true.

"And when you truly love someone, you give them their dreams."




Date: 2012-11-23 12:59 pm (UTC)

From: [identity profile] deborah-judge.livejournal.com
This is like a ship manifesto in fic form.

his willing ignorance of your lack of innocence and his want to take away your darkness and make it his own. To make you see it only in him, and no longer you.

Yes, yes, exactly that. OTP FOREVER!

So beautiful and happy-making. Thank you!
Date: 2012-11-23 01:32 pm (UTC)

From: [identity profile] rirenec.livejournal.com
This is like a ship manifesto in fic form.

LOL, I seem to have done that for K/L in these pent' fics, too.

OTP FOREVER!

AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER! In all cycles.

*hugs*
Date: 2012-11-24 02:20 am (UTC)

From: [identity profile] embolalia.livejournal.com
Oh, I love the poetry of this, Ray! Especially the phrase burning hot like crossfire. - captures so much about them :)
Date: 2012-11-24 08:14 am (UTC)

From: [identity profile] rirenec.livejournal.com
Hee, thanks sweet. I liked that line too. (It's amazing what too much wine does to word combination whimsy.)
Date: 2012-12-05 08:11 am (UTC)

From: [identity profile] leelu7.livejournal.com
Lovely and brilliant ^_^
Date: 2012-12-05 10:14 am (UTC)

From: [identity profile] rirenec.livejournal.com
HELLO! Missed seeing you around, sweetie. And thank you. We're thinking of doing a mini fic or picathon at Trial by Water the week of the 19th if you're up for making a pic or two. *Hugs*
Date: 2012-12-05 06:22 pm (UTC)

From: [identity profile] leelu7.livejournal.com
I can try. I'm right in the midst of finals week so it would have to wait till after the 14th. Any idea of what kind of pic art you had in mind?
Date: 2012-12-05 07:44 pm (UTC)

From: [identity profile] rirenec.livejournal.com
Oh, no pressure sweetie. Only if you have time, and anything you like, if you get time. *Hugs for finals*
Date: 2012-12-06 01:03 am (UTC)

From: [identity profile] leelu7.livejournal.com
Thanks I'll start thinking of concepts for the time being ^_^
Date: 2012-12-05 06:23 pm (UTC)

From: [identity profile] leelu7.livejournal.com
Also sry about the absence, school has been hectic for the past few months.
Date: 2012-12-05 07:45 pm (UTC)

From: [identity profile] rirenec.livejournal.com
I hope it settles down soon. *hugs*
Date: 2012-12-06 01:02 am (UTC)

From: [identity profile] leelu7.livejournal.com
Thanks ^_^
Date: 2013-01-04 08:09 pm (UTC)

From: [identity profile] fragrantwoods.livejournal.com
Beautiful. They make lovely mythical angels together :-)
Date: 2013-01-05 12:13 pm (UTC)

From: [identity profile] rirenec.livejournal.com
Thank you! And, lol, yeah... this is sappy, aww, Kara/Leoben fic. :D
Date: 2013-01-08 06:52 am (UTC)

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From: [personal profile] lanalucy
I don't really know what to say. Some fics make me think, leave me with more questions than conclusions. This is one of those.
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